Worried

So, as I told you all in my last blog post, I finally got a copy of Mission Hindenburg!!! I'm really excited to read it- we've been waiting for this new book for AGES! But at the same time...I'm kind of worried. There are only three books left. And there's so much that could go wrong...

I mean, for one thing, I'm really not familiar with C. Alexander Landon. I don't know if any of you are, but I'm not. And authors that I'm not familiar with make me worried. I really wish that it was someone that's written for us before. Just..from a predictability standpoint. I'd feel a bit better.

And then..I'm just scared for where the plot could go. I'm sure that people are going to die, and I don't want to lose my babies!!! Also, there's Cara. If she turns out to not be evil and ends up with Ian, so help me Lord, I will kill someone.

I don't want to watch my babies die. And I don't want to worry the entire time that their characterization is going to be messed up. This is just so stressful!!!!

Honestly, as much as I want to read this book, I'm not sure I'm going to be able to. I mean, I'll be able to. But it's totally freaking me out. I just have to devote an entire afternoon to it one day soon, alone in my room, where I can't scar my family with the emotional breakdown that is inevitable.

Are you all freaking out as much as I am? Please tell me I'm not the only one...

I'm also thinking of doing some live blogging as I read the book. Would anyone be interested in that? It would basically be me just typing up my thoughts as I read the book and then uploading them all to share my spazzing-out with you. Should I?

This is going to be interesting.

...So I'm Freaking Out

So, the last 39 Clues book, EVER (*cries for ten years*) is being written by Sarwat Chaddah. And I'm terrified. I just found this blog post written by him online.


 http://ashmistry.com/blog/how-i-became-a-writer

Guys. Someone is going to die. Probably more than one someone. Honestly, I think that out of the main five characters, (Amy, Dan, Ian, Hamilton, and Jonah) we'll be lucky to have two or three survive. I can't handle that!!! Okay, I honestly don't care about Dan too much. And Amy isn't my favorite, although I don't want her to die because of the emotional havoc that it would wreak on Ian. (Plus, I want them together DESPERATELY!) But I love my three boys!! Ian, Hamilton, and Jonah are my three favorite characters. I love them so much, each in their own individual way. If they die, I just don't know what I'm going to do.

I'm also worried about Fiske, Nellie, and Sammy. I was honestly shocked that Fiske made it through series three, so I think we're going to lose him this series. I also think that something is going to happen with Nellie and Sammy. Either Sammy will be working with the Outcast, since the Outcast is an Ekat, or one (or both) of them will die.

I'm just really worried about this last series. I feel like it has really evolved from a children's series to a YA series, and we all know how those go down. I kind of wish that the final book was being written by someone that we're more familiar with, who's written for the 39C before. It would be a bit less scary.

 I just think everyone is going to die, and I don't know how I can handle it.